Heyyyyy

Hahahahha hey Rosa this is the blog that i told you that i have not used for a long time.....The time is currently 2:10 am, i bet you are sleeping right now... Hey uhmmm im supposed to put this in a facebook note but i dont like fb and its privacy settings(just dont trust it). well yeah hahahah anyways.

I am just here to tell you how much you have made a big difference in my life, its funny how we have been together for a few weeks but it seems like we have known each other for like years and years. Still i get shy when i tell you about what i feel.... but yeah errr i just want to say thank you very very much for accepting me for who i am.. i guess you are getting annoyed that i tell you this a lot but back then most people will laugh and mock me because of some of my fears and things i did not learn in my childhood(ie biking,swimming,etc)... i guess i can attribute that to my father who never really taught me stuff and i grew up with mostly females so most of the things i learned as a kid is cleaning the house and listening to really old music.

I also want to thank you for being so lovable and caring... i really really never have met a girl like you and like you said you are the most amazing surprise i have ever gotten in my life. Im sorry if the only way i can express my love for you is only through words, im sorry i cant do things other people did for you back then, im sorry im such a lazy ass sometimes and mostly never go out of my house, im sorry i cant always pay for you when we go out(stupid job market >,>), im sorry if i cant let you experience some things because of my weaknesses, im sorry if i always apologize to you about these things(maybe because i just dont like people around me to talk bad about me especially the ones i love the most^^) and most of all im sorry i didnt tell you this face to face...ahahahha i guess i still get shy around you..

I love you a lot rosa you just dont know ho much i care for you ^^ and i hope i can live up to your expectations :D... i know you dont want me to do a lot for you but i feel its a guy's duty to make a girl always happy

ahahhahahaha i have no idea why i wrote all of this...maybe because i miss you a lot and also i feel bad that you are not here with me in whistler, or maybe its just my nature not to fall asleep early hahahah.

i love you a lot..you mean the world to me...people always told me that i am very lazy but i promise to work very hard and make you the happiest girl the world..i know its not an easy task but as long as your hand is in my hand i believe i can move any mountain with just my finger.

dang its 2:35 now 0.0

anyways yeah i bet when you see this you must have finished your driving lessons and stuff..ok Princess Rosa im going to sleep now...

I love you a lot...

Jon ^^